We stayed in the two-storied yellow pealing house with the rock on the roof for
Four years of memories
Four years of make-belief
Four years of cuddling tight on winter nights
Four years of water fights
and daisy chains
Four years of pets
dogs
monkey
rabbits
chickens
Four years of friends
Four years of childish fears
and the knowledge solidified in my small mind
that I was protected from;
Fire.
Something unsettled in the night
crackling sounds
smoke
hungry flames and tasty trees
our little family stood huddled on the roof at the end of it all
my heart beating wild beats
Dad was safety, Mom was comfort
Sisters cuddled in one bed
Sleep came soundly
No harm will befall me
Leopards.
Loud paws on our roof
thump
Our dogs were in danger
but survived
until later
No harm will befall me
Drunken men
Up and down our street
they sung that loud way they do
to be heard through our windows
not knowing the fear they inspired
No harm will befall me
Snakes.
Shouts in the night from our rooftop neighbors
Saap Saap!
Two huge snakes waiting
Dad with an axe and a walking stick
Decapitated snakes still slithering
No harm will befall me
Holy men.
Wild hair
breaking brown teeth
orange fabric tied around parts of their emaciated bodies
Their search made me nervous
because they stopped at nothing
to get freedom
What if I was what they needed
to be free?
No harm will befall me
It was in the two-storied yellow pealing house
that my chubby hands secretly picked
bit after bit of paint
off the walls
in the semi-darkness
and at the same time
some unseen presence
pealed off the fear
from the walls of my heart
and whispered quietly
into my ear
No harm will befall you
No harm will befall you
No harm
Will
Befall
You